IF YOU CANT HANDLE ME AT MY WORST i dont blame u neither can i
(via lunchboxer)
31 days of BPD
- Day 1: Think of the last time you were really angry. Why was that?
- Day 2: Why did your last friendship end?
- Day 3: Do you self-harm? If yes, how?
- Day 4: Have you ever attempted suicide?
- Day 5: Have you ever written a suicide note?
- Day 6: How’s your love life?
- Day 7: Have you ever dissociated? If so, how often?
- Day 8: Do you have any other diagnoses? Which ones?
- Day 9: Do you get mood swings?
- Day 10: What kind of impulsive decisions have you made?
- Day 11: Is there anything you do that helps keep you grounded?
- Day 12: What’s your relationship with your family?
- Day 13: Are you a perfectionist?
- Day 14: Do you ever become obsessive?
- Day 15; Have you ever changed your opinions, depending on the people you are with?
- Day 16: Does your style (clothing, hair, etc.) change a lot?
- Day 17: What are five of your biggest fears?
- Day 18: Do you worry what people think of you?
- Day 19: What are some lyrics that describe what you’re going through right now?
- Day 20: How do you usually express yourself?
- Day 21: How many people know about your diagnosis?
- Day 22: What’s a random story from your childhood?
- Day 23: How do you think other people see you?
- Day 24: If you could pick one year of your life to give back and start over, which one would it be?
- Day 25: What’s one thing you wish non-borderlines could understand?
- Day 26: Name three fictional characters you relate to.
- Day 27: Do you have any bad habits?
- Day 28: Do you consider yourself high-functioning or low-functioning?
- Day 29: If your mind was a house, what would the house look like?
- Day 30: What is your “safe place” when you are upset? (This can also be a person.)
- Day 31: Post a picture of yourself and tell us your story.
Sometimes I just get so frustrated that none of the people and doctors around me will ever fully know how I feel, no matter how close to me or learned they are
I will always just be ‘acting out’ and an oddity to most people, and that makes me so sad
:(
every time someone cancels any kind of plan with me i either cry or lay in bed hating myself
usually both
(Source: geedaniels)
Borderline. So much flaws. Me.
- Weak.
- Bossy.
- Clingy.
- Needy.
- Moody.
- Suicidal.
- Pathetic.
- Cowardly.
- Paranoid.
- Impulsive.
- Emotional.
- Obsessive.
- Overangry.
- Unsociable.
- Possessive.
- Hypocritical.
- Easily bored.
- Inappropriate.
- Overprotective.
- Easily attached.
- Temperamental.
- Disordered eater.
- Scared of abandonment.
- Having a love-hate behavioral pattern.
- Constantly feeling worthless and unwanted.
- Having fluctuations in self-identity, goals and values.
- Experiencing difficulties in controlling own emotions and impulses.
- I hate myself.
It’s my birthdayyyyy, I am officially an old lady!
